i know that i would never ever have the old time back,but i really missed it..can't we just practise what we used to do in the past although we are in different uni?
i do think about it quite often but,after a moment i realize that as we getting older and growing up,we will going to have our own life...so,in order to maintain our friendship/relationship we should atleast contact/communicate to each other to tanya khabar atau borak2 kosong for a while....
i want to say sorry to my bestfriend dunia akhirat because tonight i've been stalking her old statuses.i did it because i want to recall all memories that we had through together.how close we are until it can be said that i've been tagged in almost all of your status..do you remember that?
but things now are so different....i dont know either i'm the one yg merajuk or she's the one yg merajuk because of that thing happened.i thought i yang merajuk,since i rase dalam post dia tu,she just mentioned A MISTAKE that i've done,that is bagitau lambat.because of BAGITAU LAMBAT, she never call me as her bestfriend anymore.tragis x..?i've explained to about the lateness..ala,lagipun,we just met once in 6 month,do you think it is nice for me to tell her everything in the facebook?
after i posted a note to her (i posted a note because time tu i x renovate my dear blog ni lagi..),i decided to SILENT,not to respond anything,just watching...yeah,while i'm watching,i always pray the same doa,because i felt so guilty to her...but,i dont know,Allah keep answering the 1st part of my doa,which i'm so like alhamdulillah la....but,still,i dont know the future...and i want to say it honestly,i really redha with this one...
because all thing happpened was really different 360 degree...
that is it..hahaha,i am posting this not to cari gaduh,but how we are not being like we used to...
nah,i give you this lyrics...saje nak bagi
Now and then I think of when we were together
Like when you said you felt so happy you could die
I told myself that you were right for me
But felt so lonely in your company
But that was love and it's an ache I still remember
You can get addicted to a certain kinda sadness
Like resignation to the end, always the end
So when we found that we could not make sense
Well you said that we would still be friends
But I'll admit that I was glad that it was over
But you didn't have to cut me off
Make it like it never happened and that we were nothing
I don't even need your love, but you treat me like a stranger
And that feels so rough
No, you didn't have to stoop so low
Have your friends collect your records
And then change your number
Guess that I don't need that though
Now you're just somebody that I used to know
Now you're just somebody that I used to know
Now you're just somebody that I used to know
Now and then I think of all the times you screwed me over
[| From: http://www.elyrics.net/read/g/gotye-lyrics/somebody-that-i-used-to-know-lyrics.html |]
But had me believin it was always something that I'd done
But I don't wanna live that way
Reading into every word you say
You said that you could let it go
And I wouldn't catch you hung up on somebody that you used to know-oh-oh
But you didn't have cut me off
Make it like it never happened and that we were nothing (oh)
I don't even need your love, but you treat me like a stranger
and that feels so rough
(oh)
No, you didn't have to stoop so low
Have your friends collect you records
And then change your number (oh)
Guess that I don't need that though
Now you're just somebody that I used to know
Somebody that I used to know
Somebody (now your just somebody that I used to know)
That I used to know
Somebody that I used to know
Somebody (somebody) (now your just somebody that I used to know)
That I used to know
I used to know
That I used to know
I used to know
Somebody
do you still treat me as your bestfriend?
note:i'm just a normal girl who tells you a story about somebody she used to know,goodnite,salam..=)